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Found Ourselves

by Joe Adhemar

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1.
It’s getting busy and I’m staring at the sea
 An ocean full of promise that means a lot to me 
They said that they would listen I’d be smothered by the throng True enough it happened in the silence of this song 
I’m entering this ocean and the dot you see is me
 Am I waving as I fade into the sea? 
All they could teach me was exactly how to drown 
And the cruelest aspect is they can’t hear my sound Skip the playlist and love the things you lack Learn to know the artist, don’t blindly follow back You’re the fade out and I’m the sudden end 
If you be my coastguard then I will be your friend You can see me waving from the edges of the sea 
If I could keep on floating I could learn to shelter me You’re getting smaller every time I stare 
I feel these waves and I’m learning not to care about you
2.
The Trip 04:06
It’s 4:18 in the morning and the first smile has arrived
 As I light my first cigarette - The only one I need
 The coffee is Italian and it’s bitter as betrayal 
And the froth’s as white as seagulls that are standing in the hail I’m going on a journey - I’m free within my car 
I’m playing Death Cab For Cutie and I’m travelling so far And the tempo makes me faster in the slow lane of my life And the sun still makes me dizzy as I drive away from me Blindfold the sun and our laughter’s on the run
 From emotion hidden well from those who fear to think themselves Mindful the one who gives without asking for the truth we belong to We are coloured through our spirit selves
3.
Turns out this was the last day we could see 
I’m in need of some mortal strategy
 Gonna sit out on this crumbling balcony 
And stare towards the waves 
We could walk yet another hundred miles 
Just to find another one of those unforced smiles 
That would make it thoroughly worthwhile to find the hope They’ve been teaching us to want
 So that time is always lost 
We’ve been learning how to find it
 And not caring about the cost 
All the stable introverts with the brains that smell the dirt Writing songs that like to flirt with all the haters They’ve been teaching us to want
 So that time is always gone
 We’ve been learning how to find it 
And not caring about the cost
 We could give it all away
If it showed the way to love 
We know a day ain’t wasted
 We might have lost the summer but at least we found ourselves
4.
Another question from the boy
 He is inquisitive yet knowing 
And she shelters his tiny soul
 She knows there’ll be a broken heart
 And fear may break his longest stride 
She’ll do her best to nurture anything called courage She might try to hide him in the rushes 
When her embrace doesn’t seem quite enough We are restrained Try to contain Sheltered from pain This mother’s domain From where he came It feels the shame Keeping her sane This mother’s domain He’s kicking little pebbles along his Brighton Beach Oblivious to sorrow and joyous to the now 
The point of being present so natural and devout
 Is a boy who knows no weapons 
And she’s singing him to manhood 
She’s is showing a type of man who’s naturally curious Who can channel him to kind
 She just knows it’s third time lucky bring a child it’s inner peace This time it feels so natural with a boy who knows no weapons
5.
This Chaos 06:04
Your regression to the mean your bias and your leaning 
To support the hidden meaning
 Whilst we fade to the final scene with our spectacles made of rose These spectacles and shows 
When everyone knows pretty well what’s pushed out from this citadel Is a message without feeling 
I keep wanting to tear the pages 
I get ridiculed for my rages 
Our views have no redeeming features 
I guess these creatures must meet us upon a chosen hill yes they will Have the will to find the treasure in our hearts 
Will the soul be taking part?
Is the soul afraid to start? Their flags are on the stage with shirts of fearful slogans They’re triggered can’t you tell?
 They scaled the hallowed walls but they cower in the basement This history will never sell 
I guess these creatures must meet us upon a chosen hill yes they will Have the will to find the treasure in our hearts 
Will the soul be taking part?
Is the soul afraid to start It’s 1933 again and the boots are on the ground
 The simple men are coming we can hear their angry sound 
The sound of their angry whining (they got guns for your complaint) They claim it’s about their freedom but dark is their intent They whipped you to a frenzy they whipped you up real good And moulded all your tiny minds to think they stole from you 
I know that nothing’s perfect but you think we’re less than you The shrinking of your privilege when equality steals from you 
He hides inside his White House with his sycophantic men Choose hate instead of love to enrage compliant men 
I’m not sure how we’re going to soothe these stinging wounds Keep trying to be kind
6.
Give me love. Give me love NOW
7.
Tendrils 05:03
This language is designed - It zooms through the ether And no time for the earnest kind 
It is guilty and we are lost 
The deck of this cruise ship is glinting in the frost These glimpses of their gamma rays
 Their Rome is collapsing from the anger of the slaves Floating villages avoid the throng 
This quartet of commoners just get told to play the song We’re the snowflakes in the sand that have melted by your hand Coliseums start to fall these sorry Romans that own it all We’re the snowflakes avert your gaze 
We have melted in your haze
 Your Rome is falling into the sand
 We’re the tendrils from the land They’re shuddering in their getaways
 The Rome that’s collapsing from the anger of the slaves The avoidance of all the doubt
 Whilst their money lies idle in a vault we’ll empty out
8.
Mr Gaslight 04:07
Her mind a graveyard let’s pay a visit To touch the granite to make it real The flowers are wilted within her memory A force of habit that she can’t heal
 So hear the image of pathetic rage 
He calls at midnight and storms the stage The door is bolted from outside
 He wants her zeroed and terrified The fist shaped holes in walls 
She’s a thousand year stare now 
Mr Gaslight runs the show but she will learn to run one day She will find herself standing on her own 
Without this demon sucking on her soul She feels the panic setting in
 The reddened skin upon her wrists The skinless knuckles and tightened fists An unholy monster with bloodied shin Conceal with makeup the tears she hides Force the smile - Her brave face on Worried friends sensing something Sense the fray (but not quite yet) The fist shaped holes in walls and his pleading midnight calls Mr Gaslight can make his claims but she will learn to run one day She will find herself standing on her own 
Without this demon sucking on her soul 
She may feel there’s no escape but there is dear girl 
Hold on for us 
Those fist shaped holes in the walls and his pleading midnight calls Mr Gaslight will make his claim but she will learn to run one day Those fist shaped holes in walls
 Muffled cries behind the doors 
Mr Gaslight will meet his end 
And she will learn to love again 
She will learn to love again
9.
Zul 05:32
If you ask him how
 He is the quickest one to answer
 And he answers it with love: the natural thing to do He’s got a champion smile 
He could know his power
 And if the clouds could beckon him 
He’d only know his worth 
There’s so many that miss him 
So many open doors 
But he’s shackled to his loyalty on these Canadian shores He’d run to the fire that burned within your soul And he would hold his hand out for you C’mon Zul don’t you go We’ve got time for another more We’ve got cash and we’ve got time So grab yourself another wine C’mon Zul it’s looking great There’s another bar in every state So keep on smiling like you do You’re the champion of being cool
10.
Icarus 05:00
I was staring at the son and his light so bright it blinded How this Icarus collided with adult world
 With a life that’d just begun and my pride upon his sleeve Things were so hard to believe could this be true? This chaos is too hard to bear 
Finding it hard to show I care 
Don’t you dare keep it all inside 
This is not about duty, this all about your pride This song is for the ones who fall Sometimes the trauma that feels hard to bear 
Will carry you forward to a place you can share Look back at this chaos with eyes on a prize You’ll learn to feel privileged whilst you learn to be wise This chaos is too hard to bear 
Finding it hard to show I care for you Don’t you dare keep it all inside
 This is not about duty, this all about your pride This song is for the ones who fall So the wax upon your wings melted by their sanctions And their businesslike reactions my dear Icarus
 And the iron fist’s are gone so now Icarus can now move on And it’s time to say ‘So long’ This chaos is too hard to bear 
Finding it hard to show I care 
Don’t you dare keep it all inside 
This is not about duty, this all about your pride What you’re sensing, what you felt
 Your fragile wings weren’t supposed to melt 
As you watch them fade from view you should now what to do Such bad timing that happened but they were thieving your oxygen Stand up tall now you’ll make it through 
Keep on shining the skies so blue 
Keep on falling 
Keep on shining
11.
Faded Grace 04:48
Faded Grace. The mirror can lie no more
 These jaded faces staring back at us, etched and forlorn
 We shadow box our virtue knowing youth has run the line 
Blame it on those sleepless nights whilst cornered by the advance of time We all need sincerity to admit to the crime Of wasting our youth in the passage of time Let’s focus on beauty that is hidden within So dish out the kindness don’t spread it so thin Faded Grace I’ve come to love you so Now youth’s escaped you’re all I know Faded Grace. There was a time we could do no harm 
Our secret place of peace and un-fractured calm 
We’re oblivious to rusted emotions 
And hearts that have dried in the wind
 To be fond of the march towards older must relinquish the beauty that’s thin We all need sincerity to admit to the crime Of wasting our youth in the passage of time Let’s focus on beauty that is hidden within So dish out the kindness don’t spread it so thin Faded Grace. I’ve come to love you so 
Now youth has escaped you’re all I know 
I must accept my fate and go with your flow 
This faded grace I love you so 
Faded Grace. Please hold me in your arms Surrender to your embrace and love your stubborn charms
12.
These Words 04:35
This crowded prison : My broken mind 
Make room for wisdom when they’re not kind
 Should I feel open? Palms to the sun 
If I should envision. Can this be done? 
I feel things closing. We’re running scared
 Blistered heels we run towards the beauty 
To find that nothing’s shared
 We all desire a lifetime of Sunday’s buried deep beneath the quilt of knowing Please let us all sleep 
They keep creeping in like a cold hand on the back 
How I wish I was unknowing. The cracks are showing
 These melancholy words keep on flowing
13.
Neowise 07:10
Time to open up the houses ‘cos the Coliseum is dead They’ve dithered with your life again 
Forgotten what they said
 Your herd is in the killing pen and they’re moving far away Here is the proclamation: Rome will be burnt on this day I know that he is watching Looking straight at us 
I can hear him sighing He can’t hear your pain 
I know that he is watching Looking straight at us I can’t hear him sighing He can’t hear your pain

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Written between May 2020 and January 2021. My 3rd album that, like the previous 2, is an eclectic collection of genres. Big 4 part choruses of Be My Coastguard and Neowise to electronic themed tracks such as Your Phone Does Not Love You and Tendrils. Each time I put an album out I've learnt more of the craft of song writing, vocal performance and mixing. Thanks for checking it out and naturally I hope you find the time to listen to this as an album from start to finish

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released January 28, 2021

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